| Ew. My life sucks. |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|02:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Havin' the Day From Hell ~Veronicas | ] |
All of a sudden, my life sucks. I have no idea why.
My best friend is lying to me, and breaking his promises, and spreading rumours trying to get me beaten up. I aksed him why and he denied everything, but everyone I spoke to told me he was telling people this. I'm kind of scared, too, because he's telling the truth. I am gay, but at my school that can get you ditched and beaten up, so I hardly told anyone at all.
My crush has found herself a new boyfriend, and hasn't stopped talking about him since they started going out. I do want her to be happy with him, but i can't help being jealous every time I see them together. Plus, things haven't really been the same between us since I came out to her. *shrug* She was my best friend at the time, but I don't think it was something she wanted to hear.
Most of my friends have been more distant and less willing to talk to me, too... probably because of these rumours...
Argh. :( |
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